Untouched- Tom Kaulitz Oneshot

I go ooh ooh, you go ah ah
lalalalalalalala
lalalalalalalala
I wanna wanna wanna get get get what I want
Don't stop
Give me give me give me what you got got
Cause I can't wait wait wait any more more more more
Don't even talk about the consequence
Cause right now you're the only thing that's making any sense to me
And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think think
Cause you're the only one who's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time for ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye (bye bye bye)

I grabbed my bags from the bag return as I made my way to the exit of the airport...how long had it been since I was last in Germany? 7...8 years? had it really been that long? I had left Germany with my mother when my cousin Georg had left with his band Tokio Hotel.
(begin flashback)
I rocked my body in time with the music that came from the small stage as my cousin and his three friends played their hearts out, it was their dream to become rock stars and I knew deep in my little 12 year old heart that they would be one day...and I would be their biggest fan.As the music faded I jumped off the wall I had been sitting on and rushed over to the four.
"You guys were amazing!!!"I said smiling as I hugged them all
"Thanks Elli"my best friend out of the group Bill said smiling as he ran a hand through his short spiky black hair
"hey what about me?"I heard Bill's brother Tom said as he slung his arm around my shoulder
"you were included in the "guys" "I replied in a "duh" tone.
"Tom just wanted some special attention" Gustav said laughing as I suddenly felt my soda being taken from my hand, I looked over to see Tom chugging it
"hey that was mine!" I said as I shoved the boy lightly
"not anymore"he replied smiling at my furious face
"aww don't be like that Elli-bee"he said using the nickname he had come up for me before he kissed my cheek...ok it was true, even if he was 15 and I was 12 I had a HUGE crush on my cousin's friend Tom Kaulitz, even though I knew he saw me as nothing more then a little sister figure...but I couldn't help it, the heart wants what it wants, and it also hurts when you see that boy with other girls...so ya lets just say when it came to Tom, and the way he was...my heart hurt alot.
(present time)
I slung my backpack over my shoulder just as my phone began ringing
"So tell me what I gotta do to get this boy's attention
Now I'm in trouble from the text message I sent him
Only just one more thing that I forgot to mention
Where'd you meet him?
I met him in detention"
I looked at the text that my best friend from the states Violet had sent.
"so how was you flight?"she asked
"long"I simply replied thinking back on the 12 hour and 35 minute flight
"so have you seen him yet?"she asked referring one of my best friend who even over these longs years I hadn't been able to shake the feeling I had for him
"no not yet, I just left the airport"I stated as she "ahed"
"well let me know when you do, and send pictures!!!"she said as we both laughed
"Roger that"
"ok bye bye hon"
"bye"I finished as I closed the phone.
I pulled out the paper that I had wrote the address of the hotel Georg said they were staying at and begin walking in the direction.
(begin flashback)
"what did I tell you, I told you guys would be famous one day!"I said smiling as I watched the boys put their bags on their tour bus, I held out my bag to my cousin but he stopped and looked at me.
"um Elizabeth...we need to talk"he replied, I already knew it was bad, he wouldn't use my full name otherwise.
"what is it?"I asked feeling as if I was about to cry
"Elizabeth...your not coming with us"
"What?!"I heard Tom yell as he suddenly appeared in the doorway, I felt a few tears fall
"what do you mean...how is your biggest fan supposed to support you when she's not there?"I asked
"listen Elli we would take you with us but your only 12, your parents still want you to go to school"Georg tried to reason with me but I just shook my head
"you guys have a tutor...can't we share?"I asked as more tears fall
"Elli please, none of us wanted this...but it's for the best, you'll always be our number one girl you know that"Bill said hugging me, I felt as though my whole world was crashing down around me at that point.
"ya and we'll always call, write, and keep in touch"Gustav said smiling as he hugged me
"so don't cry Elli"Georg added hugging me last before they got on the bus, I soon realized there was one hug I hadn't gotten yet, I looked up at Tom who looked just a little pissed as he leaned agents the door frame.
"goodbye...I guess"I said whipping my eyes as I smiled at him, he turned and looked at me, before he just turned and closed the door.
(present day)
I felt my eyes begin to water as I thought back on that moment, I don't think that fact that they were leaving was what hurt so much, it was just the look he gave me, like he was mad at me or something.I soon heard a voice break into my pained memories though, as I quickly whipped my eyes and spun around to see...holy shit was that little Eric?!? he was a friend of mine from when I went to school in Germany, but back then he was what you would call classical "nerd" I guess, big glasses, clothes that were about three sizes too small, and the smartest kid in school, according to him I was the only one who talked to him really...he was a really cool guy but these years have been DAMN good to him that's for sure! He cut his long sandy blonde hair as it was now short, he got contacts cause now I could see the bright blue eyes that I had somehow never seen before, and he had a tight grey shirt on...and was that??? Muscles?!?!?! sweet mother of GOD when in the world did he get those?!
"Eric?!"I asked shocked as he ran up and gave me a hug.
"Elli it's been...God, forever!"he replied smiling
"tell me about it! how are you doing?"I asked smiling as well
"pretty good, about to go to football practice"he said, I felt my mouth drop
"didn't I always have to protect you from football players? and now you are one??"I asked laughing at the memories
"ya, ya, I know right...but people grow up Elli...I'm not the same kid as you used to know"he said as I saw him step a little closer
"I can tell"I said gesturing with my hand at his body
"yes well, look at you" he said gesturing as well at my short jacket that came to the top of my stomach that showed off my belly button ring, my baggy pants with chains and that fell a little low showing off the top of my black underwear, my skull and cross bone belt, and baseball cap that I had pulled my long brown hair through.I laughed
"different huh?"I asked spinning around once
"definitely...hey I got to run but"he said as he reached into his pocket and pulled out a sharpie, he then grabbed my hand and before I could say anything wrote down his number.
"call me sometime, we could hang out, talk about stuff that's happened since you've been gone"he replied smiling as I simply nodded before we said our goodbyes and he took off towards the football field.
'wow' was all I could think as I began walking towards the hotel yet again.

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

I finally found the hotel after walking around for thirty minutes...I was lost due to the fact that it was not there when I left Germany.
I walked into the hotel and looked around...it sure was a ritzy place that's for sure, I walked to the elevator and looked at the paper once more, "room 32, 3rd floor" I nodded as I pressed the 3 button and took a deep breath as the door closed.I moved around nervous as the annoying typical "elevator music" played, the doors soon opened again and I began walking down the hall.
"29, 30, 31, ah thirty tw--"I stopped when I heard yelling
"Don't call me stupid!"
"well quit being stupid!"I shook my head as I opened the door.
"ah hem" I spoke but was ignored
"Your the one that's stupid!"
"ah hem!" I tried again
"you wanna say that again?"  I began getting a little ticked at the group of boys standing in front of me
"YOUR ALL FUCKIN STUPID YOU KNOW THAT!!!"I yelled as they went quite and turned towards me, I crossed my arms over my chest and raised an eyebrow
"I swear I come to visit ya'll and get totally ignored! I'm going back to the states" I said as I turned but was soon grabbed and almost fell over
"ELLI!!!!!!"I heard the familiar voice of my best friend Bill yell as he hugged me tighter
"nice to see you too Bill" I laughed as I spun around in his arms and hugged him back, though after he let go I was just brought into another hug
"it's good to see you again Elli"Georg said smiling as he hugged me
"geeze Elli, you've sure grown"Gustav said laughing after he hugged me
"so have you guys" I replied putting my hand on my head and then measuring
"whoa what's in the frickin water here?"I asked laughing as I only have up to the shoulder on Bill, but as the laughter died down, I noticed that yet again, I didn't get a hug from someone, I looked around the room and spotted him, his style was still the same, baggy clothes, dreadlocks, lip ring, and hat...but yet he was different, he was a man and it showed, hard to describe, but it showed as he stared at me...for some reason I felt more exposed in my clothes now then when Eric and I were talking.
"wheres my hug?"I asked as I walked over to him and lightly kicked his foot
"you don't get one"he replied, a playful smile on his lips
"oh really?...fine, it's to bad, and I bought this big bag of Skittles just for you"I replied pulling a big bag of Skittles out of my backpack before spinning around
"guess I'll just have to eat them mysel--"
"ok ok!"he yelled as he jumped up and hugged me tightly, I giggled but handed the boy his sweets before reaching back into my bag and pulling out the candy I had gotten for the others.
"so what have you been up to?"Bill asked as he sat down next to me
"nothin much, tryin to get signed"I sighed at the thought
"signed?!"they all said looking at me
"yup, tryin to make a living as a rapper"I said laughing
"you've got to be kidding me"Tom said rolling his eyes
"what?"I asked a little offended
"girls can't rap"he stated in a matter-of-fact tone
"oh really?" I asked as he just nodded his head before returning to his Skittles
"fine, no more Skittles for you" I smirked as I snatched the bag away from him
"hey!" he yelled, I smiled as I reached into the bag and began eating the sweets, obviously Bill knew something was gonna happen cause he suddenly stood and sat in a chair on the other end of the room.
"give em back Elli"Tom said as I just stuck my tongue out at him...childish I know, but it worked to tick him off
"fine then"he said as I felt my body being pushed back, I quickly put the bag behind my now laying down back, and looked up at the boy, blushing slightly when I realized what this must look like.
"what you think I wont get them if you but them behind your back?"he asked laughing
"you wouldn't try"I smirked as he shook his head
"really Elli, you should know me by now"he smiled as he grabbed my body with one arm and pulled it as close to his as he could, reaching around with the other, I was determined not to give him his precious Skittles...that is, until felt his breath on my neck, I shivered as I felt my grip loosing, losing the bag to him, at that moment a few lyrics from the song "untouched" by The Veronica's went though my head.
"Untouched
And I need you so much"
He smiled as he held the bag out and let my body fall back to the couch before getting up, I blinked a few times before realizing what happened.
"Hey no fair you cheated!!!"I yelled as he raised an eyebrow at me
"and how exactly did I cheat?"he asked
"because you---"I began to say but caught myself
"never..mind"I replied as I felt the heat rush to my cheeks
'oh boy I better watch it or I'm gonna spill the beans on how I feel about him...and probably ruin our friendship for good.' I thought as I heard Bill laugh, I looked up at him as did everyone else, before he just looked at me and winked...did he know???

See you, breathe you, I want to be you
Alalalala alalalala
You can take take take take take time time
To live live the way you gotta gotta live your life
Give me give me give me all of you you
Don't be scared
I'll see you through the loneliness of one more more more
Don't even think about what's right or wrong, wrong or right
'Cause in the end it's only you and me and no one else is gonna be around
To answer all the questions left behind
And you and I are meant to be so even if the world falls down today
You've still got me to hold you up up
And I will never let you down (down)

"so who's number is on your hand?"Gustav asked
"little Elli got a guys phone number? ya right"Tom said laughing
"for your info Jo Cool, I did!"I said before asking
"do you guys remember Eric?"
"see told ya, Eric's not a guy he's a wimp"Tom stated
"I wouldn't say that now, time has definitely been good to that boy"I smiled as I caught Tom out of the corner of my eye turn around and look at me
"he lost the glasses, cut his hair, wears clothes that actually fit him, oh and did I mention he's a football player now, so he has like these oh-my-God muscles"I replied smiling.
"so are you gonna call him?"I heard Tom ask in a sorta pissed off tone
"maybe...not sure yet"I replied smiling once again, Tom stood up from the couch and walked out of the room, as I just stared after him confused...was Tom mad because I was gushing over Eric??? I stood up and walked out of the room as well, I must have searched that whole entire place until I finally came to the pool, I looked around quickly and finally spotted him...but not the way I wanted to, instead I spotted him with his tongue halfway down the trought of a platinum blonde who obviously had a boob job and a bikini that was like 10 sizes to small.I felt the tears begin to fall as I ran, not sure where, all I knew is that I had to get away from there, from the only boy who could ever break my heart, from the reason I came back to "visit", from my past, and from my future...I wanted to just disappear, I ran outside and the weather seemed to feel my sadness as I felt the rain drops hit me one by one, I stopped when I was finally out of breath, sitting after my legs gave up on me, I cried, but luckily the rain covered it up...I should have known this would happen...I should have known he hadn't changed, heh didn't he already tell me that? "really Elli, you should know me by now" it was true, I did know him, I just didn't want to admit it, it didn't matter how I acted, or how I dressed, I would always be like the "little sister" to him.
"Elli?...Elli is that you?" I heard a voice say as I looked up to see none other then Eric standing there.
"Eric? wh-what are you doing out here?"I asked, sure he was wondering the same about me
"Football practice ended early cause of the rain"he said helping me up
"oh, I see"
"Elli what are you doing out here? and why were you crying?"he asked concerned
"its-it's nothing really, I better get going"
"no, come on, lets get you something warm to drink before you freeze"he said leading me to a nearby cafe
"two hot chocolates please"Eric said as the waitress nodded and left, returning momentarily with two steaming hot chocolates.
"so are you gonna tell me what happened?"he asked, as I wrapped my freezing hands around my cup
"I---I'm stupid, that's all"I replied looking into the brown water...
'God why does the hot chocolate have to be the same color of his eyes?!?' I thought looking at the table instead
"let me guess, Tom was with another girl huh?"
"yeah, heh but what did I--wait...how did you know?"I asked shocked, I was sure that I never gave out even the tiniest hint that I liked Tom
"Elli, it's been obvious since we were kids...you've always looked at Tom like he was your knight in shining armor"he replied laughing lightly
"ya well that armor is far from shining"I replied sitting the cup aside and laying my head on the table
"why? he's always been this way, why are you just seeing it now?"he asked as I pondered the question...it was true, Tom has always been a womanizer, so why was I just seeing it now?
"I'm not sure"I replied
"maybe it's cause you spent all those years trying to rid yourself of those feeling and in return they grew stronger"he smiled
"what are you saying?" I asked already knowing what he was going to say.
"face it Elli, it may have started out a harmless crush, but now your in love with that boy, and no matter what he does, no matter how much he hurts you...you gonna keep loving him" The force of Eric's words hit me like a ton of bricks, it was true...I had always been in love with Tom but never saw it.
"no, he just sees me as a little sister"I replied shaking my head
"are you sure of that?"he asked
"n--no"
"have you asked him?"
"n--no"
"then how do you know?" I thought about his words for a minute before I heard my phone start ringing
"Untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched
Alalalala alalalala
Untouched
Alalalala alalalala"
I checked the ID...it was Bill, I quickly answered the phone with a calm
"hello?"
"Elli where are you?!"he asked frantic
"calm down Bill, don't worry, I'm at the cafe with Eric"I replied as I heard him relay the message
"see I fuckin told you she's be with that ass"I heard Tom say in the background
"ok we were just worried, you left and never came back, and it's storming pretty bad outside"
"ya I know, I'm sorry, I was just kinda...upset"I said sadly
"I know, Tom told me where he was, but Elli I think you two need to talk"Bill replied in a hushed voice...so he did know!
"why should I?"I asked, if Tom could to be out with other people, so could I.
"listen Elli, Tom is the same as he's ever been but there's something you gotta know...I think why he's all pissy is cause he's jealous"Bill added which had my mouth dropping for the second time today.
"Jealous?...Tom? ya right"I replied laughing
"Elli please, just talk to him ok...for me?"Bill begged...I sighed defeated, how could I say no to Bill?
"fine, alright"
"good, see you in a little bit"he replied before hanging up
"see told ya"Eric said laughing.
"ya he's jealous of me and you"I said laughing along
"well he shouldn't be"
"why is that"I asked as he motioned his finger for me to come closer before whispering something in my ear, I felt my mouth gape open again...man I needed to get this thing wired shut.
I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you

I made my way back over to the hotel with Eric, only saying our goodbyes once he made sure I made it safely, I walked up to the room taking the stairs so it would take longer, as I soon found myself at the door, for some reason not really knowing why I knocked only to have it open seconds later by Bill.
"he's in his bedroom"he told me pointing to one of the doors, I began walking towards it and soon heard the front door close, I turned around to see no one else in the room.
'geeze so much for support' I thought as I finally reached the bedroom door, and opened it.Tom was laying on the bed with his arm over his eyes and headphones blaring, so how he heard the door close was beyond me, but he did and in returned lifted his arm and looked at me.
"hey"I said quietly leaning on the door for support
"hey"he replied sitting up, a moment ticked away as the silence in the room grew to the amount I could almost taste it.
"was he any good?"he finally spoke catching me off guard
"what?"
"was he a good fuck?"he asked again looking up at me.
"what? why would you even ask that? we didn't have sex!"I said offended
"ya right"replied laying back down.
"you know you have got a lot of nerve! you go and get upset cause I go to a cafe with an old friend! when your out fucking every whore in town!"I yelled as I felt the tears begin to rise.
"why should you care what I do?!"he yelled back sitting up once again.
"WHY? BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, YOU IDIOT!"I yelled tears falling now.
"I--I always have, but you were too busy sticking your tongue halfway down other girls troughts to even notice"I said lowering my voice as I sniffed a few times.
"That's why I came back, I wanted to see you cause you were always my knight in shining armor...but I can see I was an idiot for thinking that" I said as I turned to leave but soon felt a hand grab my hand, while the other grabbed my waist spinning me around and a pair of soft warm lips founding their way to mine, it felt like my whole body had been lit of fire, as he pulled me closer to him, his cold lip ring clashed agents the heat of his lips, and I could feel his breath was more like pants as he opened my lips with his, before he let his tongue rome around the new terretory.He pulled away a moment later picking me up and laying me on the bed, I felt his lips kissing my neck and I felt as though I couldn't find any air anywhere.
"Elli...I've felt the same why, but I figured you just thought of me as a big brother or something"he said as he looked at me
"I guess that's also why I acted the way I did when you kept going on about Eric...I just...don't wanna see you with any other guy, or even think of you having been with any other guy"he confesed, blushing alittle
"so the womanizer Tom was jealous"I replied laughing
"not anymore"
"which one?"
"both, no more womanizing, and no more jealous"
"good, but I would just like to say...now you know how it feels"I replied smiling as he rolled his eyes
"oh and...I'm still untouched, I've been saving myself for you"I added whispering the last part in his ear, I felt his smile agents my skin as he kissed up my neck
"is that so?"he asked
"well, we'll just have to change that now won't we"he said smiling playfuly as he bent down and kissed me again, It was amazing, it was like in the romance movies where you can't see anything except the outlines of the two figures as candle light flickers on them, well in this case it was cellphone light that illumated Tom's now shirtless body...ok sure Eric had muscles...but he didn't have anything on this boy!

"I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
I've gone crazy from the moment I met you"
"don't you wanna get that?"he asked as I shook my head.
"oh and before I forget, you don't have to worry about Eric"
"why?"
"cause come to find out...he's gay"I replied giggling as I thought back on what Eric had whispered to me.
"poor sucker"
"what do you mean?"
"he don't know what he's missing"he replied as he attacked my lips once again, that's why he didn't give me a hug when were were kids, he knew it wouldn't be goodbye, I realized while the phone light died off...sorry Violet I'll call you back, cause I don't think your gonna want pictures of this.
Untouched, untouched, untouched.